Disturbed?

Such a tiring day, but obviously fun to be honest! Just had a really nice time with SAS committees! I know this is a holiday! Sometimes I feel annoyed by having a meeting in holiday time. Can you imagine to wake up earlier, go to school with a complete uniform, never allowed to be late and you just do those kind of things in your holiday time. And when you finish doing those kind of things, you've just realized that your holiday is almost over! Quite disturbing actually. But, I have an important role in SAS competition. As the coordinator of OSM 91 competition in SAS, I've got so many things to do. This responsibility is quite hard, but I'll do it anyway. And today, we've just got back from 2 Garut and Daya Susila Junior High School to bring back Panji Bergilir and SAS "OSM 91" trophy. I thought that it would be really boring at first, but it was totally wrong, it was exciting!

found a really cute boy at SMPN 2 Garut

anggita, fathul and dwi

the official message from the committees

After having a good time with SAS committees and bringing back the trophy, Fathul and I decided to had a lunch at my favorite place "kedaiku". Got some delicious meals and drinks with a "cheap enough" price!

these will always be one of my favorites! Ice blackcurrant and Delicious Banana Split

From this, I've got something important,
your role is your responsibility, and your responsibility is your obligation and your obligation is fun!

Not Over You

If You Ask Me How I'm Doin I Would Say I'm Doin Just Fine
I Would Lie And Say That You're Not On My Mind
But I Go Out And I Sit Down At A Table Set For Two
And Finally I'm Forced To Face The Truth
No Matter What I Say, I'm Not Over You
-Gavin Degraw-

I'm not Moving

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

A Week to Be Free!

Finally, my school gives some holidays for his students (not all, only for the 10 and 11 grader). As you know that right now, the students from class 12 are facing the examination, they called it 'Ujian Sekolah'. Wish they luck then, thanks a lot for being a reason why we are having holiday right now :))
Actually, I don't have a lot of things to do on my holiday. May be no vacation, no having fun and no hanging out. My friends may be busy with their family trip. My boyfriend is climbing the mount for 4 days, and my cousin is busy with his exam. Well, the student council also busy with Science Art Skill (SAS) competition. Actually, I'm the coordinator for the secondary school Olympiad , so by that, I'll spend my time more on SAS for this holiday, and it's fine for me.
I have no doubt spending my holiday just for attending the meeting with some other committees, although I know that It will be much better if I go to some places and spend my holiday with a bunch of fun activities. But I need to think it over! I have a responsibility as the coordinator to make a plan, manage it and make sure that it will run well! I'm just trying to be a good leader and learning to decrease my ego :)
So, have a nice holiday for those who are having their holidays :) And Good Luck for the seniors! I know you can do it well ;)
Cheers!

Dreams, Future and Decision

Dreams and future, for me those words are really hard to define. I don't know why I can't start a day without thinking these things. For some reasons, it's crazy to think something too deep until you vomit coz you can't stand with the pressure. Yes, dreams and future have pressed me hardly.
I always afraid to face something worse in the future. I don't even want to take a step coz I don't want to take a risk. I'm not a risk taker! I'm brave, but I have a million reasons to think it over so I can minimize every risk that can happen in the future. I don't want to be so clumsy to decide something. Our decision now, will influence the future. Bad decision = A mess future. Decision is not a game, when you're failed, you have no replay button to be pressed.

"Quick decisions are unsafe decisions"
sophocles

“Be willing to make decisions. That's the most important quality in a good leader.”
General George S

I have to be so much careful on what I take for my future. I'm too labile to choose, but I'm smart enough to decide. Wish me luck for everything, Wish me luck for my future.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim